just some thoughts...

i am leaving at 9:00 am tomorrow morning. i am excited and of course nervous, i have never left the twins longer than 24 hours. although bc is basically the best, i am a worrier (to say the least) and am quite nervous for the 4 day trip. my boys are on a schedule still to this day and i like it that way. i know they will survive if they don't eat breakfast right at 8 or if they don't have a fruit/veggie with every meal. but i can't help it and will be thinkin of it while i am clear in utah. also bc doesn't like when i leave written instructions, it offends him a bit. good thing he knows how i am and i am sure he will do an awesome job.

i think that i need this trip, it will be a nice break. i have been feeling guilty for leaving the boys but the past 2 days have been crazy and i think it's Heavenly Father's way of telling me it's okay to go. for instance i came home from st. david yesterday and forgot hunts' medicine, which is very unlike me. i went to pick up a new prescription last night at walgreens and didn't find out till today that ports threw his $40 pair of boots out the window. this morning i left to run some errands and could not find the boots. went back to walgreens and of course they weren't there and no one turned them in. as i was pulling into the drive thru to ask them if they had seen the boots, i hit the stupid yellow pole. now i have a huge dent on the side of my car and yellow paint on the pretty black and also out 40 dollar boots. UGH!!!

on a whim i took the boys to the mall, which i never do cause that play area is just full of germs, yuck! of course they were obsessed with all the babies that were running around and would not leave them alone. hunter kept picking them up and hugging them and just buggin. i was done and on our way home we went. and sorry boys i know how bad you want a baby around here but its not gonna happen for awhile.

in conclusion... shan its okay to admit and realize that sometimes you just need a break!!!

off to utah i go.

boys be good.

bc feed them veggies please.

love you 3 dearly.

mom.

and i will leave this pic with all of you... just cause they are basically the cutest things ever.